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Jun. 4th, 2009 @ 10:37 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: overwhelmed
Today at work was kinda heartbreaking. I filled one prescription for Depo-Provera and condoms for a 13 year old girl. Part of me was thinking "well at least she's being responsible" and part of me was going "oh my God, she's younger than Sophie and oh dear heavens!" And then I asked when they wanted to pick it up at the little girl leaned across her mom in the car (yeah her mom was taking her) and shouted "as soon as you can get it ready" I have no idea why that made me so sad, but it did. And later I had a script dropped off for prenatal vitamins for a 19 year old and the guy in the car said "my fiance would like to know how soon this can be ready?" and just the way he said "fiance" in conjunction with the prescription made me so sad. And the fact that she was getting her prenatal care on her parent's insurance plan... I dunno. The area I work in does not have the best schools or sex ed and I see 15-16 year olds with kids all the time at work, but for some reason those two today made me more melancholy than most.

Then I came home to find two tupperware containers on Greg's porch (I'm taking my exam tomorrow, I'm staying here where it's quiet to study beforehand, I love my family but I'd get nothing done over there) filled with kitty food and water. I went upstairs to wake him up and ask if the cat had escaped and if not, why did we have kitty food on our porch. He mumbled "for the kitties" What kitties Greg? "the cute ones" No, that's not a good answer, what kitties are you feeding "the ones on the porch" Finally I woke him up enough to tell me that the cute stray kitty in the neighborhood we've seen for the past several months came up to the window today and had a long meow conversation with Mikey and he decided that he should feed this kitty. I'm reasonably certain I'm going to come home one day to find this kitty inside our house because Greg is apparently a bigger sucker than I am. (I need to warn him that if he's gonna adopt strays he's gotta keep them AWAY from Mikey until they're immunized, he's mostly up-to-date on his shots, but I'm not sure if he got his FIV one this year)

I take my law exam tomorrow and my pharmacy exam next Wednesday. I'm way more worried about the pharmacy exam but I think that's because I know enough about pharmacy to know how much I still don't know. Law I'm just like "whee!! Guessing!" And then the wedding is 9 (almost 8 now) days away. Holy cow!
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May. 5th, 2009 @ 09:09 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: busy
So we're down to the detail stretch on the wedding. We need to make centerpieces, put the favors together, print the programs, and within three weeks or so, start calling people to politely inquire if they're coming or not. We also need to finish paying for things. I went in for my first dress fitting and the dratted dress is too small in the ribcage. I have a 27 inch ribcage on a generous day and my dress is a size 10, but still, the ribs squeeze and constrict. Short of radical body-modification procedures I haven't the foggiest idea how to make my ribs skinnier. I was all prepared to realize that I needed to drop ten pounds (if not more) and I still do, but you can't tell in the dress because of where it's fitted and where the A-line starts flaring out. (rehearsal dinner! Greg has to get that taken care of!) I actually look quite slender and elegant in it, if you ignore the sausage casing effect going on under my boobs. Thankfully it's only a quarter to half inch difference and there's plenty of room to let the seams out a little bit (I just hope it doesn't mess up the line of the dress, it's so pretty!) I know I have a quite generous rack and tush as well as some excess squish around the stomach area, but I never expected my ribcage to let me down. We are 5 and a half weeks away from the wedding at this point and Greg keeps thinking of people he needs to invite. It's getting to the point where it's tacky to invite people! (though we have no A list or B list or anything and everyone knows that I (and Greg) am a giant procrastinator and Ash, your invitation is totally in the mail, it went out in the first round of envelopes, but you've been in Europe so bah humbug on you!) FIVE AND A HALF WEEKS! Oh sweet merciful crap, if the planning doesn't kill me, this is going to be amazing.

Adorable cousin has started introducing herself to strangers as "My name is Bella and I'm going to be a flower girl in TWO weddings this summer" She's pretty convinced weddings exist so there can be a flower girl and I'm not about to argue with her. Her mother told me about the first time she met my family and my cousin introduced herself as "I'm Mary Kate and I'm going to be your flower girl when you get married" She'd been dating my uncle for roughly three months and we basically scared the crap out of her but darnit, Mary Kate wanted to be a flower girl! (she got to be, it was awesome). Bella's little brother has started telling his mom all about how he gets to be the ring bearer and how cool it's going to be so that makes me happy as well.

I also need to start running/jogging/losing weight because it's really too late to lose anything significant by the wedding but I'd still feel more confident in my bikinis on the honeymoon if I'd at least made a more spirited attempt than usual to get into shape and eat healthy (can I just eat sashimi every day for five weeks? Fish is excellent diet food right? My wallet will totally forgive me if I look rockin' in a bikini in the Bahamas)


Oh yeah and I graduate in three days! Dr. Fireberry bitches! Finished my rotations, got A's on every blessed one except the capstone that I really hated and didn't try on. So I got A's on all my medical, drug-related, patient care rotations, rock on!
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Jan. 23rd, 2009 @ 09:25 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: "Lightness" - Deathcab for Cutie
Apparently Elmo and Grover were at Children's for a large part of the day and I managed to miss them! It's really sad when the most exciting part of your day would have been seeing life size Muppets (I would have squished Grover so hard, he was my favorite)

Also this hospital is way different than Ranken. Ranken kids generally started out with problems and issues and their parents knew what to expect with them. These kids are almost uniformly perfectly healthy until suddenly they get an infection and it snowballs and their heart fails. Or they come in and find out they have cancer and their life will never be the same. Kids have this amazing ability to bounce back and get better and be just fine after all sorts of crap so as depressing as the situation is, it's so much better than adult medicine.

And I have orders from doctors to never name my kids Dakota, Cheyenne, or any sort of place name. They apparently get sick a lot. Names like Trinity and Miracle and Sunshine are bad ones too. We have yet to figure out what's going to go on with the new batch of Miley's and we had a consult on a Trig in the NICU today (of all the things to idolize about Sarah Palin that are a bad idea, her kids' names are possibly the worst) I think they also were working on a formula for how many extraneous y's a normal name had and how that correlated with getting sick. I was like "well shit, what's Katherine going to do to me? Eleanor? Can I name them Buttface and be ok? PLEASE GIVE ME GUIDANCE!"


As far as wedding...
Pre-Cana - signed up for, just need to mail in the check
Cake - Greg found a place that does fake cakes that we could design our own and use it as a model cake for other weddings and then sheet cakes for eating. There'd also be strategic slices to cut and feed each other and an anniversary topper. I also have a different lady to contact that does normal wedding cakes, I need a quote though.
Flowers - I have to call the neighbor as soon as I can and book them. All I need are bouquets, boutonnieres, and corsages, I don't want floral centerpieces, I don't want to move the church's decorations at all so I won't need anything for by the alters,
I'm pretty sure I just bought a veil on ebay (I may have taken sleep medicines about twenty minutes ago. This also explains why I have NO IDEA what I've registered for technically)
catering - done
reception hall - done
service - doneish - I have the hall but I have to talk with the priest for premarital counseling and he's not so interested in doing much of that (he retires two weeks after our wedding) and I have to meet with the far more highly strung musical director
favors - meh working on it
rehearsal dinner - Greg took care of it, good boy!
Gifts for bridesmaids and groomsmen - suppose it's time to start thinking about those... hmm
invitations - picked out the invitation, got the wording, now we need to figure out reception cards and response cards.
Showers - if I don't schedule a shower soon my aunt and Grandma will come down and tear my head off with their bare teeth. My Aunt Julie wants to hold one down here and would like a list of friends I would like invited and I was like "friends... like Greg? not fiances... Paul? no that doesn't work either "Oh! I know I have a chick friend! Nicki! Is that it? Uhhh yeah, did I mention I don't particularly want a shower"
Hotel - need to reserve a block of rooms at the local hotel (Dad's in charge of that)
I think other that it boils down to even little details that blah.

but I do need my dress resized and looking at pictures of it it won't completely hide my belly fat so I should work out before I go get it sized. Also I need to buy some durn shoes and I can wear.
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